Ah maybe I do deserve it. Why? What’s been going on?
My mom found my cigarettes, my step dad is a drunk, and i hate everything about myself and everything about my fucked up life … Ugh I hate my life so much! Everything is getting worse and worse! I’m going to kill myself, I want to kill myself. I think I will, I might.. Ugh I want too. I need too. Fuck why can’t it just be over when you want it too! Fuck.
I want to go to the smiths convention!!!!
I ate 640 calories today, ugh I NEED to lose weight~
haha rematch ? we never even had a match!
I’m not being mean haha
IM A NERD!
Hopefully just getting out of the marines, and on my way to college.
I’m single. I’m deeply deeply in love<3
I holding up thank you<3 I hope your doing okay as well, how have you been?
Therapy only made me realise how much I miss my dad and how fucking emotional I am.. Im a fuck up. I need to smoke..
My therapy appointment is today… I’m freaking scared shitless.. Ugh
Fall asleep crying, wake up still crying. Ugh~
Looking out my window on the second floor, not to see the view, but to think when will I follow through..
I cant keep going..
Being in love hurts sometimes..